Dear, Mama

Dear Mama, I feel lighter today! :) I feel relieved ug murag na kuhaan ug isa ka tunok akong heart. This is because nakita nakos papa and na storya even for a few minutes. I knew I only have a few minutes to spare kay it was already 2:05 PM and dapat mo lakaw nako by 2:30 para mag sundo kay Shoti sa Toril, but I just can't miss the chance of seeing him. Lami kayo sa paminaw  and happy ko na gi sunod nako akong gusto because I have this habit na kanang "cge, ayaw na lang" or "cge, next time na lang" pero gusto gud unta. Thank you Lord, I feel revived and energized. This good feeling will definitely keep me sane for the next several days. I badly needed it. I love you Ma. As always, I miss you kayo. Joy

Dear Mama, Creating this blog is my way of reconnecting to you. You know that not a day has gone by that I did not thought of you or talked to you in my head. I miss you so much that I could literally feel how much it hurts. I feel broken. I feel incomplete. Sorry gyud kaayo ma if you could see me like this. Sorry na even just by looking at your photos mo hilak na ko, wala pay 1 minute ni tulo na akong luha. . . . . . . .